Tuesday, February 5, 2013

I Never Wanted This


I Never Wanted This
Things in this world I don’t understand
How my mind faces decomposition if I refuse Evolution
And my breath creates a turbulent that flows through Epochs of time
Each molecule falling and rising through the wind
like leaves do in autumn
I feel like everything I say comes out as babble and blurb
It makes me livid it intoxicates me in such a way that I can only describe
As one Huge infuriation, that gives me the status of a bumbling idiot.
I create spindrifts in my mind and heart as I try to figure out how I can become a belater
A belater of emotions for this one is too strong to overcome
No it’s not anger, not happiness, nor sadness, but one that has overcome many obstacles
Unfortunately I can not overcome the emotion for it is my obstacle at this point in my life
Unpacific none the less, I wish my body sometimes was in the pacific for less than ten strings of time
For what I have posted here is my darkest secret that will not be understood by one hearted people
At least I hope that is the case, we sometimes give less credit than is deserved.
Like the serifs, those who Onehow become smart enough to overthrow.
This mindset that has founded me will become a Silvian of many thoughts and ideas
My testament to this is that one day I can stop it, throw it in the strata 
For I’d rather think about gorgonzola cheese rather than face the obstacle of one heart with another, while thinking of another heart with another heart.

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